AH...
2008 is finally going to end isnt it.
might as well.
it hasnt been a good year has it?
my last semester was probably the worst time i have ever had.

and look at me, at the start of 2008
excited and happy at the end of A levels
not knowing all the shit that is going to happen to me.
clueless that i'll never to see you again in year 2009.

I still miss you so much.

But I guess it wasnt all bad
at least i have kiku near me in school
and tk's always coming to kr campus anw :P
I got karin yuxing bek who are going to the same school as me for the 7th year.
And of course,
I met you.
:):):)

I'm totally not excited about the new year
nor the chinese new year since things are going to be awkward.
nor the new semester cause school stinks.
But I guess no expectation is good
less disappointment you know.

I am really bored.
counting down is too much of a hastle.
especially the going home part.
and there isnt anything to count down to 2009 anw.
I dont even want to turn 20.
I like being a 1X. Or having a 'teen' behind my age :(
AHHHHHH
BLEAGH.

I shall go watch anime.

I went Novena Square today and saw them tearing down the stage for the ice skate special performance for christmas and I felt like crying.
I hate it when I see people taking down christmas decoration
it's like highlighting the fact that christmas is over and no christmas miracle happened
again.

And even though this happens every year, I still foolishly look forward to Christmas and indulge in the false hope of a Christmas miracle.
I dont know why man. But yet every year I spend Christmas wanting to cry.
It's almost like a Christmas tradition.

anw, the 23rd is a wake up call.